VANCOUVER - When hang glider pilot William Orders set out to take a young woman soaring through the skies over scenic British Columbia last month, his goal was to give her an "amazing adventure" and "lots of smiles."
Instead the 50-year-old acknowledged he "failed in a major way" on Monday, just over two weeks since Lenami Godinez-Avila, 27, plummeted to her death.
Orders delivered a short statement in his first public appearance since getting bail in connection with a charge he attempted to obstruct justice into the investigation by swallowing a memory card.
"I want so much to relive that day and to have it turn out differently," he said of the accident in a statement obtained by The Canadian Press.
"I will be left with the events constantly going through my mind, and that I will have to endure forever. Please believe me when I say I am sincerely and deeply sorry."
Orders was arrested two days after the April 28 accident, and remained in custody for another week while police and lawyers waited for the data disk to pass through his system.
RCMP say the disk may contain footage of what happened from the video camera that was aboard the glider.
"I would like to apologize to Lenami's family, to the police and the public for my panicked action of swallowing the memory card as I did," Orders said.
He said his impulsive behaviour was triggered by "overwhelming stress" that included the presence of his 12-year-old daughter on the field, where the tandem flight was supposed to land.
"I disclosed to the police myself shortly afterwards what I had done with the memory card," he said.
"From that point on I offered my full co-operation in ensuring the retrieval of the card."
Orders said he now realizes his actions caused the tragedy to drag out unnecessarily for the woman's family and friends, which he regrets.
He also apologized for bringing negative attention to the hang gliding and para-gliding communities. He said the true intention of his business what to introduce new people and pilots to "the sport which has been my passion for nearly 20 years."
"I have concluded that I cannot and will not return to hang gliding," he said.
The man's lawyer, Laird Cruickshank, said his client did not take any questions after reading his statement. Orders is due back in court June 18.
The man is a fully certified pilot who has competed in hang gliding competitions around the world.
Police have said they will attempt to view the footage on the memory card, and see where the evidence leads their investigation.
Godinez-Avila's boyfriend purchased the gliding adventure over B.C.'s Fraser Valley to celebrate their two-year anniversary. He was watching and waiting for his own turn when the woman tumbled loose.
Her body was found about eight hours later.
Hang gliding pilot William Jon Orders reads a statement of apology for the media (<a href="http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/british-columbia/story/2012/05/14/bc-fatal-hang-glider-pilot-orders.html" target="_hplink">Screen grab from CBC</a>).
Lenami Godinez slipped from the pilot's grip and plunged 300 metres (1,000 feet) to her death while on a hang gliding adventure in B.C. -- an anniversary gift from her boyfriend (<a href="http://www.linkedin.com/in/lgodinez" target="_hplink">LinkedIn Profile</a>)
The hang glider, from a video report on <a href="http://www.bcdailybuzz.com" target="_hplink">BC Daily Buzz</a>
Another image from video taken by <a href="http://www.bcdailybuzz.com" target="_hplink">BC Daily Buzz</a>
Video still from the scene by <a href="http://www.bcdailybuzz.com" target="_hplink">BC Daily Buzz</a>
Bad launch at Lookout Mountain, GA.
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Larry crashes a hang glider while being pulled by a boat. He broke his left femur and his right forearm, according to the YouTube description. He made a full recovery but ended up with a steel rod thru his femur and a metal plate in his forearm. The problem was that he dropped his left wing and failed to correct. The "anti dive" feature of the hang glider pulled the glider out of the dive, making the accident less serious than it would have been otherwise.