The community has had 11 suicide attempts in April so far. (Photo: Toronto Star/Getty Images)
For Edwards, the community's plea for extra resources to deal with the situation was one she understood. "The services provided are really inadequate and under-funded," she said. "I was depressed every time I would go back. I had a hard time readjusting coming from off the reserve to back on the reserve." Edwards' family moved to Attawapiskat, where her mother's side is from, when she was a baby. She left the reserve to go to high school but went back and forth between the reserve and cities in northern Ontario as she had trouble finding families who would board her. She still considers herself lucky because her family supported her through high school and she was also able to get involved with Shannen's Dream, a youth movement calling for better education for First Nations children.
"I was depressed every time I would go back. I had a hard time readjusting coming from off the reserve to back on the reserve."
Five mental health workers have arrived in the community to deal with the crisis. (Photo: Getty Images)
There was a time when Edwards had to sleep on a couch because there was no room for her to have her own bed, she once had to wait months to see a counsellor and even when she did, it was uncomfortable to open up because the person she was speaking to was part of the community where everyone knows everyone. The need for counselling and mental health support, particularly for the reserve's young people, is significant, Edwards said. "Honestly, there's no social activity," she said. "For myself, I felt isolated, I couldn't really interact with other people, I just felt like I was in my own little bubble and it was hard to talk to other people about certain things." For all its problems, however, Edwards still plans to return to live in Attawapiskat in the future because she believes the community still has its merits.
"I felt isolated, I couldn't really interact with other people, I just felt like I was in my own little bubble and it was hard to talk to other people about certain things."
A tattered Canadian flag flies over a building in Attawapiskat, Ont., on November 29, 2011. (Photo: Adrian Wyld/CP)"Attawapiskat is a very beautiful place. We have a lot of land and we're very rich in our language and culture," she said. "I lived in Attawapiskat almost my entire life and the things I got to do, I want to bring back and show other youth they can do it too. I lived in the isolation and I've overcome the barriers. I feel like if they had other people who had overcome those challenges and they came back, they'd feel more hopeful." ——— Follow @dianamehta on Twitter
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