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Don't Share Your Dreams Until You're Ready

Posted: 11/26/2012 5:46 pm

When we have a big vision for ourselves -- and are taking steps toward fulfilling that dream -- it can be time of major transition and growth. When we are in this stage of growth, we need to muster all that we have to make our creative dreams come to fruition. Including our self-confidence.

I have been writing about creativity and manifesting creative dreams for a few years now. Sometimes, I wish I would take my own advice.

If there is one thing I am certain about, it is this: when we get excited about our dreams, we like to share with our friends. Women, in particular, are experts at this. We share our dreams, frustrations, fears and secrets with our closest friends -- and beyond. Sometimes it is on purpose, to drum-up support. And sometimes we simply let it slip. But, often it is not wise to share our vision or dreams with others until we are truly ready to do so.

Here's why: If you have a big vision, most likely only you can see it. You could have support of a coach or other advisors who might have a good understanding, and align themselves with you and your vision, but only you truly can envision it. If it is super big, it will be out of the vision -- and comfort zone -- of most people, including those in your circle.

When we are in transition or a state of extreme growth, we can feel wobbly inside with a deep sense of insecurity. Self-doubt rears its ugly head, saying things like: "Who are you to think you can do this?" Or, "I'll never do this." Or, "What if I fail?" Or, "What if I end up living underneath a bridge in a cardboard box?"

Transition is a highly-sensitive time. It could mean everything in your life is changing, from lifestyle to business -- or both at the same time. You might be uprooting -- or need to. Or you might need to leave a paid job to get a dream kick-started, which could be stressful and scary. You could be developing new skills and feel a lack of confidence as you do. You might be worried about how your changes will impact your loved ones, and possibly losing friends and family in the process.

The last thing you need at this important stage is to hear negative comments from friends, loved ones, or even advisors that will pull you down, take you off your centre or discourage you in any way -- or make you feel bad about yourself.

Our loved ones can provide well-meaning advice or suggestions, and feel it in their hearts, but be cautious -- whatever they are saying or surmising, they are doing it from their tainted rose-coloured glasses, from their "value system." Their values will not be identical to yours. Their comments can be extremely damaging for the delicate creative voice inside that already is fragile and fearful with its big vision.

For example, I recently spent time with a dear friend. I will call her Barbara. I adore Barbara to pieces, although our lives are vastly different. Barbara is not a career woman, I am. Barbara is a family-oriented woman, I am not. Over the course of some quality time together, I shared my vision with a generous outpouring of excitement, trepidation and fear for what I am embarking on as I carve my path in this world.

When we did a re-cap of our time together, I was taken aback by her feedback. What I realized was this: while talking about all the ideas and activities I am doing that are moving me toward my bigger vision for myself -- what my friend heard was something different. She did not get it. Her comments were a bit tender for a raw, creative soul trying to spread its wings. If I had not done a lot of self-development work up to this point, I might have been hurt.

Instead, I felt misunderstood.

I found myself trying to explain further, and clarify bits and pieces to help my friend see my vision because I really wanted her to "get it" -- but I stopped. I realized no matter what I said, no matter how detailed I got, my friend would never see my vision.

And that is OK; She does not need to.

From this experience, I learned a lesson: Keep it under your hat. Put another way, keep close your dreams until you are ready to unleash them to the world. When are you ready, your actions will tell others what you are doing.

If you are interested in reading my past articles on creativity and manifesting creative dreams, check out my personal blog.

What lessons have you learned about sharing your dreams prematurely? I would love to hear from you, so please do comment.

Shannon Skinner is the author of The Whispering Heart: Your Inner Guide to Creativity, and
creator and host of Extraordinary Women TV with Shannon Skinner.

This article original appeared at shannonskinner.com.

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  • 1. The Dream Of The (Tiny Little) Thing You Were Meant To Do

    Look, we all know what I was meant to do: sing jazz in a Paris club (except that I can't sing) or write a novel (except I tried that -- it didn't work) or become a large-animal country vet (except I'm too old to go to vet school, and also word on the street has it that it's harder to get into vet school than medical school). At times, the big yucky struggle of our life direction and purpose (which, by the way, is the most important struggle in our lives) is just too big and yucky to contemplate. Take a day off. Figure out the tiny little thing you were meant do. My friend Rachel was meant to dance in nightclubs. At age 42, she goes out once a week and shakes it until 3 a.m. in Minneapolis. My friend Marie was meant to look at paintings and just walk around admiring them on her Saturdays off. My mother was meant to take hot baths with scented candles. (Not just everybody can do this either; I find hot baths scalding, confining and panic-inducing.) Find your one tiny little thing and make it a big part of your existence.

  • 2. The Dream Of Having A Child In Your Life

    Nobody wants to talk about this. It's too sensitive. It's too personal. It's too painful. But just about everybody has some version of these thoughts: You couldn't have a child, or you could, but you didn't find the right partner to have a child with. Or you had a child but wanted more and couldn't afford them. Or you had a child but wanted more but got divorced. Or you had a child, but something awful and life-rending happened (see Lorrie Moore's "<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Gate-at-Stairs-Lorrie-Moore/dp/0375409289/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1328317457&sr=8-1" target="_hplink"><em>A Gate at the Stairs</em></a>." Or -- and in my humble opinion, this is the most heartbreaking -- you didn't think that with your problems or your history or your hang-ups, you had much to offer a child. Of course, there are exceptions to what I'm about to say, but for the 98 percent of us who are not violent or creepy or legally insane (yes, I made up this statistic), you have something that a child not only will find instructive or beguiling but also needs. It will be the neighbor's kid or your granddaughter or your niece or the sullen teenager who works at the corner store who you befriend after catching him stealing whipped cream canisters for use in mind-altering activities, and you'll say: "Hey, I used to do stuff like that too. And by the way, it never produced any kind of long-lasting happiness. Whereas bike riding or building geeky but awesome rockets with you in the park..."

  • 3. The Dream Of Universal Free Umbrellas

    Imagine a world where, in front of every house and store and school and office building, there stood a bucket of free, unbreakable umbrellas. Should the clouds roll in and the first plops of rain splatter on your head of carefully negotiated hair, you -- and everyone else in the world -- could simply grab one these sturdy, protective items, open it and relax on the way to your job interview or first date. Should the sun peek out two hours later, you could drop off said umbrella in the nearest available bucket -- and walk on. The reason why you must have faith? Similar programs have been done with <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bicycle_sharing_system" target="_hplink">bicycles</a> to great success. Both items have spokes... that's all I'm saying.

  • 4. The Dream Of Feeling Good In The Morning

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  • 5. The Dream Of The Amazing, Life-Changing Trip You Don't Have Time For

    Studying the northern lights of Norway or floating down the Mekong River to view the ancient ruins of Angkor Wat in Cambodia: Let's face it, these are trips that require three totally scot-free weeks, not to mention the four full days in flights, buses and trains. These are also trips that, perhaps, sitting in your kitchen or cubicle, you've built up in your mind as the one badass, awe-inspiring journey that will finally make you into the badass, awe-inspiring person you dreamed of being at age 19. It's hard to admit (trust me, I'm writhing on the floor right now making upsetting injured-kitten noises), but you are who you are, regardless of whether you've been to a surf camp in Morocco. And, honestly, who you are is somebody who needs at least one week of hard-earned vacation spent not at home trying to save money so that one day you can go where you've always wanted to go, but rather in some doable version of the dream trip, which may, in fact, be a fantasy designed expressly to keep yourself from ever being able to realize it. Shorten the length of your stay or replace the destination with a similar but more achievable goal that exacts no jet leg (say, Buenos Aires with Paris) and just go! The thing to realize is this: It's not any one particular geographic place that's haunting you; it's the idea of not being stuck in any one particular geography.

  • 6. The Dream Of Finding The Person Who Gets Your Cockeyed Take On Life

    I'm known at times to wear less-than-flattering clothing. This is because I wear a lot of hand-me-down items from friends and family that have a story behind them that I like. In the winter, in particular, I enjoy wearing a certain black ski hat with neon orange, pink, blue and green stripes on it, which my mother wore in 1983 skiing with my father and me. This clothing does not make me look ironic or vintage or retro. As long as I'm not looking at myself, however, I feel terrific. I feel like I'm my mom on one of those crispy, snowy days when I looked up at her and she seemed to know all there was to know about joy and freedom and ski poles. One evening in 2004 in the great city of New York, I went into a bank to apply for a mortgage. It was a fancy branch. There were suits and pantyhose all over the place. One particular man was sitting in the customer waiting area, his legs crossed, a briefcase on his knees that, by the look of its alligator skin exterior, had to hold various secret Swiss bank account codes within its interior. He stood up. "Hey," he said. "Great hat!" I looked around the bank, though I needn't have because there were no other customers with a 30-year-old, totally tacky and out-of-date ski hat on. Then he came right up to me and shook my hand, pumping it the way powerful people do to other powerful people. "Your hat made my day!" he said. "That hat is terrific! My dad had a hat like that!" He started laughing -- not at me, but with me, because at this point, I was laughing too. I was pretty sure that this guy had not grown up at the small, broken-down ski resort (also known as Artic Valley) in which I'd grown up in rural Alaska. But I was also pretty sure he had loved his dad and missed that feeling of absolute child-parent worship on a dazzling snow day when school and work comes to a standstill and you get to go sledding or skating or snowball fighting with your family. He went off to his world of corporate finance; I stayed in mine with my never-to-be-realized mortgage. But it was zestifying really, to have this thought: They are out there -- and often where you least expect it -- the people that see life through the same scratched, nostalgia-fogged lens.

  • 7. The Dream Of The Hero

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  • 8. The Dream Of Fat-Free Cheese Fries

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  • 9. The Dream Of The Airplane That Actually Flies

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